I’m too emo already!

This is what a friend of mine told me before.

After all she’s right ‘cos I’m a terribly unforgiven emo!

I can became pretty much psycho when I can’t get what I want or maybe when I was having my PMS!

Hurm…talking a lot of nonsense since last week.

Thinking nothing but rubbish for the past three days.

I’m not a jerk am I?!

“Day by Day, in every way, I’m getting better & better.”

That’s probably the most basic affirmation
written in the past hundred years.

Daily steps,
daily decisions of the smallest kind make all the
difference.

Any You Are making your daily decisions in such a way
as to move you in the direction of your chosen future,
your vision, your ultimate dream, where you want to go,
your life’s mission.

You can do it - one day at a time …
and it’s the daily decisions that make the difference.

Sunny Thoughts™

Guilty, yeah…a lot used to live in a guilty world.

Anything that they have done will make ‘em felt guilty.

Even when people around ‘em felt sad or angry.

They’ll felt guilty without reason.

But, my brothers and sisters in Christ, always remember this:

It’s selfish and stupid to think only of yourself and to sneer at people who have sense. (Prov 18:1)

It’s wrong to favor the guilty and keep the innocent from getting justice. (Prov 18:5)

When you felt guilty, those person who love you will felt the same way too.

Some friends don’t help, but a true friend is closer than your own family. (Prov 18:24)

So, think about it and stop feeling in such a way. For Lord love those who have faith in HIM.

I don’t know why today I’m so pissed off living in KL.

I want to go back to my home so much.

Missing all those nice foods and my bed.

Having my hard time this four months.

Struggled with my last minute piled up assignments and small tests.

After that came another things.

Final exam is approaching.

And yet, I never really bother about it.

Some of my friend said I’m a perfectionist.

Na, I’m not!

A friend of mine said I’m a curious gal who always aim for 4 pointer.

But he’s wrong ‘cos I’m not.

Like usual, don’t judge me if you don’t know me.

I shall never touch any rendang for a year.

Putting myself in the world of “diarrhea gal” was never in my plan.

Finally I’m here after “cirit-cirit” for 2 and a half days.

Thinking that I’ll dying alone in my room.

But yeah, I’m still alive and still, I don’t have lovers in my life.

Hurmm, life goes on.

And I’m still me.

And I miss my home so much.

When you felt that you are totally lack of confidence and haywire, do remember this verse…

“Whom have I in heaven but You?
And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You.
My flesh and my heart fail;
But my God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.”
(Psalm 73:25-26)

As there’s nothing is impossible with HIM.

“O God, You’re my only hope.
You’re the strength of my heart, and everything I will ever need.
When everyone around me is wilting under the pressure,
teach me, O Lord, to remain steadfast.
The testing of my faith shall produce endurance,
and I shall be mature and complete, lacking in nothing”
(James 1:2-4)

I shall reap if I faint not.

“He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might
He increases strength”
(Isaiah40:29).

In my exhaustion, renew me like that eagle so I can run and not be weary;
so I can walk and not faint.
When I reach my breaking point, You’ll provide a way of escape.
(1Cor.10:13)

My brother and sister in Christ, always remember that,

“all things work together for good to them that love God.”
(Romans 8:28)

I BREATHE LIFE INTO MY DREAMS

With each affirmation … you get to bring it alive &
empower it
when you combine the words with your breathing.

And so, this affirmation really means … not only are you
keeping your dreams alive and giving them life through
your attention & focus,
but actually … as you breathe.

The breath of life is such a basic function.
We cannot live more than a few minutes without breath.
It is so basic to our survival, that if you can tie in the
energy & focus
of your attention on your dreams, along with breathing …
you’re making them very foundational
to your being, to your existence and what you’re up to for this day.

So do it … and enjoy it!

Sunny Thoughts™

yooohoooo! Finally…well, assignment…you’ll never beat me up! I’m just so well-prepared for every war you have planned.

Letting myself busy with my stupiak assignment was never be my plan. But I have no choice but to avoid any bad circumstances of not doing those assignments.

So technically, assigmnent wont killed me. Ahaxskxxss^^

It’s time for me to rock and role babe!

Know that I, the Lord your God, is indeed the Almighty God,
who created the heavens and the earth.
Repent from your old ways, and sin no more.
Obey the Holy Spirit and be convicted of your wrong doings.
Open your heart and ears to My still small voice in you,
because I am always speaking. Do not shut Me off.

Do not take My mercy and grace for granted. Do not test Me.
But repent before My presence, and humble yourself.
Go down on your knees and pray earnestly.
Straighten things out, if you’ve hurt someone else.

Know that I know your thoughts and your future.
Let not your mind be the devil’s workshop,
but instead occupy yourself with righteous and holy acivities.

Do not look down on others, even your loved ones,
even though you think you’re better.
But be more loving, more thoughtful…
among family members, church members and other people.
Remember no one is perfect; therefore judge not other people and find fault,
but be forgiving, merciful and gracious to one another.
Be slow to anger and judgement, or judgement shall come upon you.
Fear the Lord, your God, for I’m a jealous God.
And do not murmur or complain or chase after earthly things.

Be an overcomer over earthly things. How?
Pray and seek Me everyday.
Repent before the Lord, and be humble and be patient.
Know that I am always with you, through the storms and hardships.
Think positive; hope for good things. Stay holy and righteous.
Make sure there’s peace and unity, even your own families.
Be after My heart.
Make sure your heart is clean, that I may dwell in you.
Do things not according to your heart’s desire, but do things with My love.

The time is near. The last days are coming; be prepared.
Therefore guard your heart, that your name is in the Book of Life. ,

Do not let Me grieve over your sins.
Do not go astray; repent with My help and strength.
For I will never desert you.
And I’ll not ask you of something you’re not able to do.

Loss is a fact of life. Yet, following loss, their needs to be a healthy healing, a healing that allows life not only to simply continue, but with joy and determination.

Hurm, recently I’ve noticed that around my group of friends, many of them was facing some kind of loss. And currently, a friend of mine is mourning for the death of her beloved mother last three days. When I get the news about it, frankly speaking, I’m affected by that loss. I suddenly want to go back home so badly and I want to hug my parent then telling ‘em that how much I love them.

Life is so short. You’ll never know what will happens the next moment in ur life. So, love the people you care so much like you’ll never live for tomorrow. Appreciate every moment with them ‘cos you’ll never know whether you can still have them right besides you for tomorrow.

I ‘heart’ everyone around me ‘cos I know all of them is so important for me. Nobody can live alone in this world alone. That’s why GOD create Eve for Adam.

Death, what do you think and feel about it?

For me it’ll be the hardest thing that I’ll be going to face. When I think about it again, I don’t feel like I wan to think about it again anymore. Well, I don’t really facing this kind of sudden loss and I don’t want it to happens on me.

But I believe in GOD. Sometimes the Bible can speak to us in ways other words cannot…

When we facing a sudden loss in our life….we’ll think like this:

Matthew 27:46
…”My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Job 30:27
The churning inside me never stops; days of suffering confront me

People start to mourning and blaming about their loss:

Psalm 22:1
My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer, by night, and am not silent.

Job 7:4
When I lie down I think, ‘How long before I get up?’

Job 16:16

My face is red with weeping, deep shadows ring my eyes

Job 30:8
I cry out to you, O’ God, but you do not answer

But they forget about one thing, for many others have faced exactly the same problems before you:

King David’s son dies…
2 Samuel 12
21 His servants asked him, “Why are you acting this way? While the child was alive, you fasted and wept, but now that the child is dead, you get up and eat!”

22 He answered, “while the child was still alive, I fasted and wept. I thought, ‘Who knows? The Lord may be gracious to me and let the child live.’

23 But now that he is dead, why should I fast? Can I bring him back again? I will go to him, but he will not return to me.”

So I pray that for you my friend…pray that you’ll stand up soon and come back to study with us. Amen.

Remember this my friends for GOD said:

Matthew 11
28 Come to me, all you have are weary and burdened and I will give you rest.

29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

For I am believe and have faith in HIM. And I hope they do help you too. Praise Lord:

Lamentations 3:22-23
Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

Lamentations 3:32-33
Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. For he does not willingly bring affliction or grief to the children of men.John 6:63
The Spirit gives life: the flesh counts for nothing.

I did facing the loss of my beloved people around me before. But I training myself to become stronger each time. So I believe that you can face it too.

Isaiah 40:31
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

PS: I pray for all my friends that living in a single parent family and those who facing the loss of their beloved family members or their beloved person in before this.

What do you understand about temptations?

How much temptations have you ever face before this?

Did you collapsed when you were having those temptations?

Sometimes, you may think that you are tried more harder than other people are.
And yet, you never thought that if you knew the value of it, you would praise God for the trials that come your way.

Temptations used to be my greatest fear ever.

But one person told me that-Don’t be so fearful, have faith in HIM ‘cos before God puts you through the furnace of afflictions that seems to be the end of the rope, He knows you will go through it, and not one single temptation comes to any person more than he is able to bear; and with the temptation, God is always there to help you through.

How mercifully God preserves us from calamity.

Hebrews 4:16
“Let us therefore, come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.”

By that time, I realized how unfaithful little creature I’ve been throughout my life.

But now I’m awake. There’s no way that I can withstand the allure of temptations on my own. I need HIM to help me and I believe He just right beside me when I call him. And I also need a lot of strength from the Holy Spirit. Because I fought on the battle-field of my soul, my mind, will and emotions.

Matthew 26:41
“Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”